The chaos in mind is amusing,
Showing bits and pieces through the silent wailings,
Hoping one could see and feel,
But it agitates, even the thought of it is horrific.
In the rides of desire and fear,
The torture is of hating and loving.
(Your ownself)
The yearnings of change - A good change,
Is what never found, or never felt.
The things which weren't a subject of matter,
Has now became the worst nightmare.
Things are immense in pleasure and hatred but the perverance totally contradics the reality.

Though,
In the midst of chaos, still there is life which one has to be grateful for and
Just Hope for a change - A Good Change!